Who am I?

Suddenly think of myself
Do i change or the surrounding?
Wat should i do?
Why that happen?
Why that happen on me?
Can i keep on?
Do i need to change?
Or let the world change me?
Or i change the world?
Wat is the best for me?
Wat is the best for people?
Wat should i target on?
How should i keep on?
How should i plan?
Where i can find help?
Where i can have a place to cry?
Where is the best place for me?

I can't answer most of that question...
I'm losing myself....
Any ppl out there mind to lend a hand?