Mixed Feeling

Happy for 2day cause i din study anything. Seems like holiday for me.. Wake up early in the morning cause my airbed leak its air and i end up sleeping on floor. Luckily now it is ok and no leakage. In the afternoon just chat with my dear till evening and i hav a nice nap. After that goto Sakura (restaurant) to hav sushi buffet with those girls. Then back home to watch drama till now.

Actually 2day also got little sad, as some1 very important to me become sad. I doesn't mean to hurt her but...Still can;t figure out who wrong in such situation. But nevermind, Still a Sorry from me. Hope u'll be ok...Jia you in watever you do and don't give up...

Now 1 2 start my study..Hope my eye can stand...

Fruitful Day

2day (Friday) a day which i very very stress but i finish up lots of thing. Tutorial in the morning and attending presentation in the afternoon. Sleep at the evening. At night where i cramp my head. Start with anatomy and end with KFP case report. Happy as i can finish a report in 2hrs time. This mean that i left 1 more Reflective Pieces to go. Jia You to myself. Hope this determination will keep on till finish final exam. I dun care having headache as long as i can finish my stuff. I'll get a nice sleep as a reward for my tiny little brain. Thank you for 2day..

By the way, Exam time table out ady. If want me to comment on that..I just can say so-so cause i start exam early on 27 OCT and end early on 8 Nov. This mean that i still have 2 weeks after exam before i can go back to MY on 20th Nov. Wat 2 do on the 2 weeks in this Gui Di Fang? Hehe..that time only decide...

Below is my timetable for exam:

27 Oct - Theme 2-5 (Ethic, communication, Cummunity Health, Research and Statistic)

31 Oct - Theme 1 (Medicine Theory, Anatomy)

6 Nov - Prac and Applied (Hardest 1...everything oso got)

8 Nov - OSCE (Patient Interview)

LOST...

Huh 2day quite happy cause i pass my OSCE test. Got back my result, although can get better than wat i hav now, still satisfy lah. I already do wat i can do.. Just hope this year final OSCE will also have same outcome.

Now already 2.03 am, where i got little nap just now. Recently, very easily being disturb by thing around me. I'm the one that sensitive or people around become more disruptive?? Actually being disturb 2nd time really irritating me cause Sleep is always important for me. Choosing to just go out and shout Shut Up is not as easy as i think. Hav to consider the relationship bonded between us and the respect for freedom in socialise among friends. I might choose the best outcome for myself, being selfish and just take a drastic decision..Or compromise my sleeping hours for something that shouldn't happen? See how it going and evaluation on progress.. Still i'll choose the best for myself. Take care all people around. 2day I formally announce that I lost a friend.

I try to talk before but just people never understand the meaning of 'considerate to other people around'. I din blame any1 for this. Just i blame myself for cannot tolerate with that. Sorry and Good Night every1..Sweat Dream ya...

Benefits

When thinking back plant point their apex to the sunlight while growing, it actually depict how human behave as well. Lots of us, lean towards benefits that something or some1 can provide you with. Think carefully wat you hav done recently...Anything that you do but do not want anything in return? Btw Happy 2gether....

Happy...

Stress make you lost the real meaning of smile.... (Dear 2007)

Huh she now quite stress in doing her works. I just can say "Jia You oh" and giving her support to wat her doing now...Dunno why recently i'm too happy..Maybe only in my own cubicle..Suddenly every around me didn't seems happy, feel like i'm weird. 2day morning one of my housemate look so sad and i'm not able to speak out any words that will sooth her feeling. Dunno why....

Now at comlab, download some drama for 2night. After this going to Museum to study.. Exam is near and i still Lengang Lengang.. Lack behind from other people ady... Jia You to myself and all the people around me that are stress.

Hope everything will go fine and pls let me sleep peacefully..Dun talk that much lah...Everyday talk talk talk..Not sien meh...??

Happy Zhong 'Chew' Day...

Chew...Wat a day.. i din know 2day is Mooncake festival. Luckily my housemate told me about that. Hehe no celebration lah at this Gui Di Fang. Thank to Ah Cheng to organise small meeting at their house 2night to eat mooncake 2gether. Sorry cause i just can contibute 1 mooncake for that meeting. Haha i finish one of my mooncake that day.. U know, sweat stuff i where can tahan 1. Haha.. Anyway..2every1 outside there Happy Mooncake Festival. Hope all of us Chang Shen Bu Lao like Chang Er..Huh possible meh? Oklah change to other wishes... Hope u all have an eternal love.. Young Yuan Yong Yuan De Ai...

pSssSs...Any1 want to give me free mooncake?..Can contact me through this blog..

The head of a monk....

That is me...Look different?? I Just hav my hair cut. Hy head now look like a ball.. Very smooth and soft.. Like baby..Thank to Ah Yap my neighbour for his time to do such a good work on my hair. After cut, my little hair sure feel pain and tingling so i quickly go into bathroom, provide them with nutrient loh..The shampoo..So now it look soft and nice.. Hehe see from top, look like moon during mooncake festival eh. Luckily it cannot reflect light of not i cannot sit in front during lecture..

Wat a day.....

Huh 2day seems very wu liau for me. Wake up in the morn then goto tutorial after that back home to hav lunch then go for lecture. Then fetch Jin Chew to X-Ray Hobart for X-Ray. Then goto VINA (Vietnamese restaurant) to eat. I eat Curry chicken with Hokkien Noodle. Just wondering, vietnam and hokkien got any relation? Btw, very nice and the portion is huge... Enough for me..

2day quite free, and i have the time to dump my bed linen, pillow case and blanket into washing machine to wash. Very long time din wash i think. 2night sure can hav a very nice sleep on a clean bed..Can't wait to sleep now.. Still got lots of notes 2 read.. Exam is near...

Good Luck everyone... Happy 2gether........

Equality??

Ok try not to be so sexist. Girl like to say "Woman and Men are equal". That true? How about "Men should be gentlemen" or "Ladies First". Is that mean equality? Let me put a point that women and men never equal but we are trying to make it equal..

Ok dun put that in a very big window of scope. Just talk about how a family works. Usually in a basic family, men will earn money and women will stay home to do housechore. That is a very feudalised ways of thinking. In a woman-man equal society, man can do housechore and woman can work. Still remember wat my papa say "When your wife works, dun blame her for not doing housechore, cause she lighten your burden as man, appreciate her and help her". So, it is a manner of equal family, woman always associated to doing housechore, but man do have to help cause we are civilised society that aiming for woman-man equality.

Dun argue with me about biological stuff, God made woman and man different to enable us to work out for equality..If not i where got topic to write 2night.

Think back of Jack from OCF (My previous post titled Grand Production), equality is not accorded where either one think that they are better than other. Jack think that he can gain money through gambling and neglect his family, left all the mess for his wife. Pity hoh?

Remember, "Gentlemen" or "Ladies First" are just ways men respect woman, equality apply anywhere, everywhere.

Full of satisfaction...

A day where i wake up at 11.30 after a nice sleep. Then i straight on my computer to check my email. Then i clean my study table that full of books (Already 2 week din clean up the mess). After that went start to do my Statistic assignment. Huh i sat there for 3.5 hrs to finish up the stat and start to do my Reflactive piece. Then my dear online which i can't continue my Reflective piece. Nvm lah pending for a while.. Then went to nap for 1.5 hrs. After that went out for dinner at Yume (Restaurant). I have Chicken Curry Rice and Fried Dumpling which in total cost my $15. Then goto Comlab to download something and now at home..

That it... Feel very satisfy to wat i have done 2day. But now no mood ady.. Open book but feel sleepy..Maybe it is time for me to rest.. Rest lah Andre...Good night....

Grand Production...

Huh just back from OCF Musical Play. It is a play with musical. The story line base on Jesus that save a guy named Jack from his wrongdoing. To me, i look at different aspect. Btw, let me summarise the story for u.



It begin with Jack at the Hospital needing to be save by the doctor. Then all the scene pauseed and Jack soul came out from his body and tell the audience his journey of life. His flashback of his own start at a pub where his uncle (Sam) was a rich guy having a pub and have lots of girls around. That time Jack was only a small kids. Sam teach Jack that the only important thing in men life is Money and Girl with Brain. So this affects Jack throughout his life. At high school h fail most of his subject and in the university he met his lover (Rose). To him the only important is money and girls. They are sweat at the beginning but after they married thing turn to be miserable. At that time, his uncle Sam become poor and can't support him. He do not work and only gamble. They hav their children but Jack do not care about her. This cause must stress to his wife. The story end when Jack meet Sam but that time Sam is very old with walking stick. Sam try to tell Jack that the thing that he teach Jack is wrong and hope Jack can turn back and find the true ways by Giving Himself to Jesus. At that time, a drug addict shot Jack and he end at the hospital. There he hope to be given 2nd chance by the god and restore wat he has done.



Huh the story quite nice in the sense of it depicting how wrong teaching from young and gambling can cause disaster to a family. Haih...that is wat a man can do to a woman. In that the one that very kesian should be Jack's wife.

Thank You

Thank you,
The people there
For lending your hand
For your time and effort
For your hope and sincerity
I'll return to you when time come

Thank you,
Papa and Mama
For your support and kindness
For your Uncountable Love
For your Sweat and Tears
For your Struggle
I got the best
From the best of you
Time will come,
When it is my turn
To return your goodness


Thank you,
My dearest
For your wish
For your space
For your assist
For your amity
Time will come,
When you are dearer than dearest

Thank you,
The lord Buddha
For your opportunity
For your creation
For your perfection
For your forgiveness
Thank you always...

Thank you,
Myself..
For playing
For Sleeping
For Eating...
For struggling towards
Thanking everyone
In the future...
Which much anticipated
But unforeseeable.....

Finish Exam 2day..For this moment

Huh finish my OSCE exam and Practical exam (With Applied Exam) 2day. Just a formative 1 actually. Overall not 2 say very bad oso not good. Should be able to do better just the pass few weeks very lazy and din revise much. Can't blame any1 for that.. That this exam as motivation to study more. Hehe result no need so good so that i can push myself harder to study. Too good will make myself lazier.. Haha..

Now just finalise my Nobel Prize essay which i wrote long time ago. Just finalise my grammar mistake. Still thinking last time teacher call me S guy cause i always blindly put S at any noun and verb. Huh S guy if ppl hear wrongly will besome Ass Guy.. Haha.. So now just screen through my essay and looking for Ass...Opps..should be S..

Now after exam just feel very free...Just left 61 days before i land on MY. Can't wait for that day. Just left 1 month of study, 1 week study week, 2 week exam, 1 week free then i'll back.

Birthday Tree

Haha 2day got email from friend and the content is about Birthday Tree.. It describe people characteristic base on birthday. I this it is true.. I write down the characteristic it describe for my family and my dear.

Papa/Sister: Jul 15-Jul 25
Your Tree is Elm Tree ( The Nobel-mindedness)
Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decision for others, nobel-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical

Mom: Apr 11-Apr 20
Your Tree is Maple Tree (Independace of Mind)
No ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambituous, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexity, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress

Dear : Sept 03-Sept 12
Your Tree is Weeping Willow Tree (The Melancholy)
Likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not that easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner, loves to make others laugh.

Myself: Jun 25-Jul 04
My Tree is Apple Tree (The Love)
Quite and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

All and all...accurate eh...not 100% oso got 80%...Haha...

Very Steam.....

Now very steam ah...The whole day headache.. Then fell down sprained the ankle and that is not the end of the story. Went to sleep just now at 12.55am and tot can sleep till morning.. Who know suddenly at 1.50am i awake again by sound of people talking. That people really no brain 1. Dunno read book for wat, brain useless 1. At 1++ in the morning oso can still talk non-stop, at the dining area summore. Want to talk oso find a place that is sound proof lah. Really irritating... Nvm this just 1st time.. Till the time i really bengang, see wat i can do lah... Pokai...wake me up at this time and now i dunno wat 2 do....Really lah...Confirm 2day Sui Day...I'll remember that...

My Sui Day...18 Sept..

Huh just get into 12am of 18 sept.. I went out just now for something and who know i step wrongly on the stairs and fell on the cement. Not only the buttock pain but sprain the ankle. Got Over-Inversion and should be hurting my lateral collateral ligament. Now got some tenderness at the anterior of the malleolus. Maybe it is a good practice for my OSCE exam this Thurs.. At least i know wat tenderness is...

I'm lucky 2day in a Sui Day...or i should say I'm So Sui in such a lucky day??
Actually 18 Sept is Jocelyn Birthday.. 2day she turn 19 yrs old but for sure she still will be very 38 like when she was 18..Kah Kah Kah..

Anyway, Happy Birthday Jocelyn Tan Sing Ning... Hope U always Sam Pat....

Stress as motivator....

That title sometime can be true.. I dun mind have a little stress as it really a motivator. I tot that stress won;t be a problem for myself. But 2day headache remind me of something. Usually in stress condition i'll headache as well. When i headache, usually there are few underlying causes. 1st is not enough sleep and 2nd is use too much of brain and 3rd stress. Think back recently i did not lack of sleep, did not think much so i maybe have stress. Wat do i stress for??

I myself did not know why i stress. I finished my research paper ady..Now on the way doing 2nd paper (Stat). That mean i shouldn't worry anything.

Maybe something hiding behind the mind that i, myself dunno about that. Got Formative exam in 2days time. Exam on prac and OSCE. Although just formative but it is a exam to know where i am now..Maybe that why i'm stress..

Nothing i want much from myself...
Just study more and pass the coming exam and back to MY...Hope i can do it

Who am I?

Suddenly think of myself
Do i change or the surrounding?
Wat should i do?
Why that happen?
Why that happen on me?
Can i keep on?
Do i need to change?
Or let the world change me?
Or i change the world?
Wat is the best for me?
Wat is the best for people?
Wat should i target on?
How should i keep on?
How should i plan?
Where i can find help?
Where i can have a place to cry?
Where is the best place for me?

I can't answer most of that question...
I'm losing myself....
Any ppl out there mind to lend a hand?

I'm Blur

2day the sky look very clear with shiny moon...Dunno why the whole day all seems wrong.. Morning tutorial all people seems very very hardworking. Izzit me that 1 become lazy? Then lecture on something that strange. Suddenly talk about nutrient requirement in cold, heat condition which is BORING.. The eat at Uni Ref which need to que very very long.. After that a series of 3 lectures which i have headache. Which i need sleep..really a good rest..

Then the girl call me to shopping.. I also blur blur buy 5kgs of carrot. I made carrot juice from that. Dunno why i 1 2 do that either. Maybe just feel like want 2 drink. Now in the fridge got 2 bottle of fresh carrot juice. Just scare that i drink too much and turn Orange..

Just finish doing wu liau stuff..finish watching drama..Just ate 2 eggs after some character in drama eat Herbal egg. I want to eat Herbal Egg!!!!!!!!!!..Haih watever oso i done but still not start to study yet. Just feel like after this wanna sleep. Luckily tomolo can goto 11am class instead of 9am. So i can sleep longer. Haih..wat 2 do...Study lah....

Should be a nice day..I hope

Look outside just now.. The moon finally appear 2night. Just a small crescent. The cloud all over the place and maybe will rain 2night. Haih.. Now just feeling boring..Suppose to have lots of thing 2 do but really feel like 1 2 procrastinate. Huh later really need to goto Com LAb again. 2day by hook or by crook MUST finish.

Huh continue with my Rural Visit story.. Yesterday talk until the 3rd patient.. Now continue with the 4th one which have Double Lung transplant. Nothing much about this guy and do not have any impact on me though. I just tot that he now receive lung from other, Will he in the future donate his organ? I sometime wish to donate my organ when i'm dead in the future. Just dunno where to start and i still have long long ways 2 go. Keep that aside 1st lah...

OK overall the whole rural week din hav any good for me. Just wasting my precious time for sleeping. Just i feel the Oatland visit is nice. At least i know that living in rural area is very hard. Wat 2 do, i wish to help but that is not wat i can do. In the future i do hope to work at rural area but with my relax life i can't stand it. I just wish to work 9-5pm a day 5 days a weeks which i think i can't do it when i join rural health team. Wat 2 do, be selfish.

Why i just wanna work 9-5pm 5days a week? The important thing (Base on time) to survive in this world are Family, Money and Rest. Human sleep around one third of their time so left only another 16 hours. Distribute equally 8 hrs should go to Money and another 8 hrs should goto family. If work all the day, u r spending more of ur time to earning money and the Time Pie that u'll take is from Family and Rest. So in the end, having lots of money but losing family and rest (Health). Then you are in total lost. I really like the way Ang Mo live. They really retire at certain age. Sit at home looking at the environment. Btw, that won't happen to me cause i'm not Ang Mo!!!!!!!!!!!........

Self-reflect

2day is a good day. The sky look beautiful with star but the moon just hiding dunno at which angle. Can't find it. The rural activity for 2day is quite fun as well. Beside got lots of food 2 eat, we got to talk to patient which each of them have their interesting stories. Let me briefly recap wat they said 2day.

The 1st patient of the day is a Brest Cancer patient. She is with her husband in that talking session. They are retiree and quite funny. She was diagnosed with Breast cancer after an mamogram showing a shadow as large as 50 cent coin. She then have the cancer and pymph nodes removed.

Then to the second patient which his appearance remind me about my late Grandpa. His story start with an X-ray showing a shadow at the upper left lung. Doctor assume that is cancer after fail to bronchoscopy. Then he went to Perth for further treatment but involve in accident which the doc there suspect he has Stroke. CT scan of brain show lesion. Without further investigation the doctor treat him with Radiation. Finally he get to know that he only got Bacteria Infection (Nocardia) which usually cause pneumonia and infect Brain. Fortunately he recover after few antibiotic but the unnecessary radition treatment cause him lots of side effects. We end up that session with him telling that "We live in this world with fun, if u got the money but do not hav fun, unmeaningful".. True...

Third patient she just sprain ankle and undergo surgery for that. She also has cataract and abdominal pain. We din talk detail about that but she only concern is the number of doctor in rural area and her transportation to healthcare center. Btw, she is from Scotland and she in nice. Her characteristic remind me of my Late Grandma. Miss u so much....

OK stop here..continue later....

Have to do Housechore already...Good and Bad

Yesterday start to draft out Our house Housechore timetable. Basically a piece of paper that force every1 in 74B View St to do housechores. Why i stay here for almost 7 months ady, and only now just 1 2 start doing such a force to my housemate? Actually i tot every1 stay together mah being Seng Mok loh.. Got any problem in the house mah fix it together loh. But human is always human, without a guidelines, as long as that thing is not personal no1 will feel want to do it. Human nature or Lazy people? Think about it yourself. So no choice, chances had been given from times to times but the condition still do not change so mah use rules loh. Let me say, although this rules also apply to myself but sometime happy to see every1 contribute to the house. And trust me, i'll make sure myself and every1 do their works.. No need like our neighbour house need to open family meeting. No Democracy, no voice, do your work...If not Move out from 74B View St!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And pssss...If u dun 1 2 do work, tell me ASAP cause i can cancel your name from tenant name list and next year we are not housemate. Seeya....I'll renew our tenancy if the near future.

Tired day...

Quite a tired day 2day cause i din have an evening sleep. Suddenly i'm so hardworking 2 day. Went to the library in the afternoon-evening and now landed at the MedSci computer lab to finish up my Nobel Prize Essay. Unfortunately i'm now at 70% and maybe still need to spent a night to finish it. I think if tomolo i have the determination like today then should be able to finish it.

Tomolo i'll goto Oatland for Rural Hospital Visit which some of them who went ady say it is boring... So nearing the end of the day without anything 2 do, i search the net on wat is Oatland. First i tot it is a place that grow OAT and they call it Oatland but dun be disguised by the name as it is a land for Sheep.. Bekk......

It produce total of 20% of Tas wool and sheep production. Hehe dunno go there can buy cheap blanket or not?? (Eh go there to visit lah, u tot shopping ah!!!)..And other stuff in that website that talk how good is Oatland..Just read and forget about it cause i'm sure if i trust wat that website said tomolo i'll be sad. In Tassie got mountain, river, bay, water and other nature stuff which i dun appreciate at all. So prepare tomolo go there look at their hospital and not their environment..

Hope tomolo dun rain.... (Jocelyn 2007)...Eh tomolo got sandwich for me for breakfast??

Can Love last forever????

Absolutely - when you are in fairy tale....

A team os scientist found out that romantic love involve chemical changes in the brain that last for 12 to 18 month. After that 12-18 month that Love Chemical disappear and it is on ur own to sustain that relationship. This stuff i got it from Reader Digest and i dunno it is jsut for Jokes or wat. I also lazy to search for the real scientist finding and i assume that wat Reader Digest said is correct. So if this happen why cannot develop the Love Chemical and available on the shelf? Every 1 years or so, couple buy and inject and Love can last forever. At least artificially....

Who need those drug? People say Love is a feeling come from heart.. (Eh cannot that chemical come from heart meh..). People who is in love definately no need those drug (If ever developed) but i can tell u some group in our population need such Love Chemical. One of the population is called the Piggy Population which lack of that chemical.

Okok serious...
Love is something undefined. No1 ever define it. It will last or not depend on how a couple work it out. How long will it last is undefine because we can't even define Love. So how 2 define something is undefined....Keep on with ppl around you. Love not only for ur partner it is for people around you.. Cherish every people you meet and Happy 2gether....

So Love can last or not..It depend on how u keep it last..

Gain weight again...

Huh went to gym just now. Weight myself and i'm at 91.34kgs which a little increase from 89.97 at pass 1 week. Huh only a week din step into Sport Center and i increase in weight.. Darn it.. After this hav to go regularly. Haih..

2day rain the whole day. Actually in Tassie raining is very good. It won't like 'Tiger and Lion (Jingguo 2006)" in Tassie..Just need an umbrella then all done.. The whole day the environment is very lovely and fresh but that make me feel sleepy and sleep the whole evening.

Ah Nai suddenly call me n Said "U hav to do Malaysia Rural Health"..Wat the F*** i'm in the mood of relaxing my night by listening to song and plan to do my Research Nobel Prize, his call give me works to do and ruin my night. Ah Nai...U ah....So wat 2 do.. have to do loh..Luckily Ah Nai gave me a good resource n i just have to translate from complex journal into ppt slide and send to Ah Nai. N i finally finish it by 10.15pm.

Huh now wat should i do? My dear online now but she disappear from the screen left her empty webcam image for me to see.. She went out for while. So now wat should i do? This questing tangling in my barin for almost a week cause of Boredom. In the end i just come out with this post.

Now feel little hungry but still can figure out wat 2 eat. I got Woolworth pizza outside but dun feel like want to eat that. Maybe drink Milo with cracker.

I Want a A New Bao Bei

Suddenly look through handphone. Feel like 1 2 register a plan at AUS n get a new handphone. Doens't mean 1 2 replace my current Bao Bei (Nokia 6630) but just 1 2 get the most from my expenses. I currently spent around $10 per month for my hp. But beside that i buy calling card to call back to MY. I wish to sign a plan with Three for $60 per month and get N95. That N95 currently cost $1100 at Aus. And if i pay $60 for 2 years that mean only $1440 in total. That $1440 include call expenses and international call. So feel that it is worthit.

But problem is, Three network are not allowed to sell at Tassie cause they do not have their network here. If i use Three here mean i'm connect through Telstra line. That is not my problem as, as long as i can use that is ok (That is Three problem). Just that how to register a plan when i'm at Tassie..Haih...

Wat A "Nice" day

Wat nice about 2day? The story start from 2am (10 Sept) last night. Suddenly my dear can online because UM suddenly got wireless connection. So happy cause can webcam with her. So at last i slept at 4am yesterday. Haha. Tell U something about University Malaya, the so called best University in MY. Doesn't mean to demote MY but this is reality. Their internet connection not stable and very slow, much like 56k Dial-Up that i use 9 years ago. Webcam oso lagging. Before this the whole wireless down and unable to chat at all. Yesterday dear said, they repair it cause UM election coming soon. That it... Work for election, same thing at Uni Level and also the Gov level. Maybe that is human nature, works with the force of benefits.....

Huh after somekind of 'demoting' own country now should say something that Even country like AUS oso cannot compare with MY. It is their health-care system. Although 1st day of Rural Week 2day quite boring but wat i get to know is how bad is AUS healthcare system. They debating about should A public hospital being close down in order to provide a better service at another hospital. Also they debate about the not comprehensive service in their hospital. Imagine hav to wait for 8 hrs for a simple treatment at hospital. I do feel this condition is terrible. I dun know any of this condition exist at MY. Maybe i experience such condition b4 at MY as i'm living in the urban area. Anyway, Thank You Malaysia.. U R the best...

I'm Rich

Just finish watching a drama. It is a TVB drama title Father and Sons. A drama with a theme of family relationship. In that drama it teach people and myself a lots of thing. It say that in our life there are three things we are going to go through. 1st is LOST then 2nd REGRET then only we will learn wat is APPRECIATE. I think that is quite right, human won't appreciate the thing they have now until they lost it, then they regret why din something earlier and will start to learn to appreciate. Most of the time, We'll only landed on Regret as it is too late to Appreciate (Something already lost forever). So all of u there, appreciate before u lost..

Why i say i'm rich? Cause i'm really rich. In that drama it say that "To measure how rich a person is not by it money that person has, it is how many family members providing support and happiness".. I'm rich because i have a very very good parent that care about me. They plan the best for me and my sis. Beside that, i have my dear with me, supporting me. I'm rich and i appreciate wat i have now and hope that will go eternally.

Quote from Reader Digest:
Does Money really buy happiness? No. Because happiness isn't for sale....

Last day of holiday

2day is Sunday...Fei Hua..Every1 know that. But why this sunday so different, cause it is last day of holiday..Now have to look forward..Not for study but for next holiday.. Life really miserable.. Study wait for holiday, Holiday wait for study.. Nothing else..

Huh yesterday night watch X-Men and X-Men 2 until 6am this morning. Then wake up at 2pm then watch X-Men 3 until 4pm. After that have my Brunch-DNer as i ate 3 meal at once. Haha just a simple fried mee which i think at MY give for free oso no people 1 2 eat. Goto shopping just now at Woolworth. Spent $37++..Darn It..Initially just intend to go and buy milk for tomolo breakfast but in the end...Haih...And Milk increase in price from $1.89 to $1.99. So i bought another brand of milk which i dunno wat is the taste for $1.33.

Huh and something happy 2day..I get to eat Ba Gua (Dried Meat).. Imported from Melbourne. Thank to Shao Jie who enable me to taste my favourite at Tassie. Miss Ba Gua very much.. But hoh Aussie Ba Gua Bright Red in colour. Not like MY Ba Gua which is also red but on top spotted with carbon. I dunno it is because the carbon that make MY Ba Gua nicer or MY Pig more tasty. But i'm sure MY Pig can sleep very very long.. MY house oso got 2 ady. Got their own society summore.

Haha..now feel like 1 2 watch movies.. Celebrate last day of holiday by not study anything. (I tot holiday shouldn't study??)...

Quote something from Reader Digest
"Is money the root of all evil?"
"No because Greed is"

2nd Last day of Holiday

Huh blur blur de..Now left tomolo for holiday. Still got lots of thing to do but keep procrastinating until a day where i really need to submit an assignment or exam. That time will crash the brain. Just left 72 days before i land on MY land. I keep on counting and counting.. With this boring country i'm now, really dunno wat 2 do beside sleep, watch drama, study and eat. Even eat oso a problem. I just have Oat for my Tea-time a.k.a half dinner and now the stomach making terrible noise asking for food. Hmm...not that i dun 1 2 eat..Is that wat should i eat!!!!! I think i'll go and eat NameIt burger again. Got people say i'm going crazy ady - everyday oso McD.. Maybe i fell in love with NameIt burger where we met at Moonah McD. After this post really going to drive to McD and grab 1 NameIt...Haha dun call me crazy...At least that stop my stomach crying...

After 30mins..........

Now i'm eating pizza...Thank to Ah Yap who bought it.. He is my saviour for 2day.. At least something new to eat.. Not pizza is new stuff to eat but the Prawn pizza is really nice.. Even better than PizzaHut and Dominos.. And the price just $5.. Wow... I Like it... And now keep going for Anatomy.. Cheers every1 and Happy 2gether...

For my family...

Huh i think i'm going mad writing so much for my own blog. Maybe new thing i feel excited to write.. After this maybe i'll be boring with this. Haha... Suddenly think that, i write for my dear but din write for my parent and sis...Not good hoh?

So this post is for my Parent that at Macau and My Sis at AIMST. Feeling like so long din see them ady. Although sometimes webcam but that is different from talking face-2-face. Very miss my mom cooking... Wat i cook here.. Although with the guide from mom, but it still taste differently. Maybe wat Tassie din have is a Mother Love in the food.. Haha no wonder i go for McD most of the time. Also miss the time talking with papa about share, business, money and others.

My sis at AIMST, also long time din see. Hard to talk to her as hp no line at AIMST. Feel happy when she got a good result. Jia You lah my sis. Actually you are more clever than me in lots of aspect just that i'm in the right time and situation. Jia You and work hard and sure will find your success route. Nothing is impossible..... See u as a doctor together with me in the future.

Anyway, we'll reunite at 1 Dec this year. Can't wait for that day to come. But the journey to that day, I have to go through with my study and exam. Wish me good luck for the coming days and exam. I Wish you all the same as well....

Dedicated to my dear

Huh tot to stop at 3rd posting but feel that i should post one for my darling. Now she is 20 years old and 21hrs and 38min. But sad to say, she still busy with her own stuff.. Still dunno the existance of my blog. Also sad to say my birthday gift to her haven't reach her yet. Dunno wat the Post ppl doing. Maybe i'm moody they oso moody so everything become slow.... I'm waiting for ur call 2day...Still waiting.. I think i'll wait till late night as i slept the whole day 2day. U just do ur thing lah...I'll study my stuff as well.. Or maybe will watch movies. Just got High School Musical 2 and plan to watch it 2night. Hehe...Anyway, Happy Be-Lated Birthday my darling...

Wat i'm doin now....

Hehe this is the 3rd post.. Suddenly feel i addicted to blogging.. 3 post in a day!!!...(Wat a bored guy).. Went out for McD just now.. N bought NameIt burger for $6.25.. For me that is quite cheap cause it come a set with Apple Pie... Enough for me for dinner.. On the way back i look at the sky, 2day there is no moon around... She hide from me 2day.. And my house compund quite dark 2day. Without the moon it is easy to see the Star.. I saw many stars yesterday but 2day when i look at the sky there are only little stars around. Maybe they moody 2day like me..

Now playing song titled "I Believe I can fly"...A song that once at Intec all of us sung together hoping to 'fly'. Now, i'm on other people country, able to observe their lifestyle and culture. Wat i 'Huai Nian' the most should be the lifestyle at MY and our own culture. Here got NameIt burger but i still like Hokkien Mee at penang and Hokkien Mee at Btg Kali (Both different)....BTW, Happy Belated Birthday 50th Birthday to my country..Still the best.............

Lazy....

Huh i took 2 hrs to create a blog. Now only i know that myself is a computer idiot. There are lots of help page out there but i still dunno put in widget successfully. Know why? Cause i just load the help page and did not even read it. That is call lazy... Lazy to understand the whole lots of Coding to add in just one simple stuff.. Hope any1 out there can help me in this.

2day a very boring day. Now on the 7th day of my mid-sem break. If i'm not wrong i just read 5 notes for these 7 days. Haha for me that is consider extremely low efficiency in study. Before holiday i plan to revise everything that i learnt this sem and be very determine to not go out for trip around Tassie. In the end i spent most of my time sleeping. I slept from 4am to 10am then continue from 3pm-7pm 2day. Huh where got time to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My housemate say "Aiyo, holiday must relax lah, wat study oh".... It is easier for them to say....

What i wish at the moment is pass this sememster exam and go back to my home country. Miss MY a lots.....But in order for that to happen....Need to read, read and read......

1st post - Dunno wat 2 write...

The first post for my own new blog. I always tot that blog is for Wu Liau ppl to write cause they have nothing 2 do. But now, i'm really have nothing 2 do. So i start up my own blog. 9.44pm (AUS) 7 Sept.. This is the time when my blog was born. A day after my dear Birthday. Actually this blog i intend to use it as my electronic diary. A medium for me to express and jot down wat happen to me recently. Hope that my family, and my dear up-to-date with wat going on to me at Tassie.. I dun feel i'll upload any picture for the moment. Maybe in the future i'll do that.. Any how when you are unhappy, when you are moody, when you are sad, can always post in my blog. I'll entertain you if possible.. Happy 2gether....